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  1. everybody's lost

    i found a connector - it's just a reflektor

    I got in my car one friday night - drove to my local record shop - and bought 2 real live cd's (arcade fire and beck). I was transported... I can't remember the last time i bought a cd... it took me back - sitting in the car, peeling off the plastic. popping the cd out of of it's case (ok...
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    Never mind things can only improve....

    I find myself in limbo... I've taken a leap from one lily pad and am soaring towards the next and i'm frozen mid leap. I got a new job, quit my old one, squeezed in a nice vacation, found out that my new job has delayed my start date for a week and here i am.... In between jobs.... Feeling...
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    you are beautiful, no matter what they say...

    so anytime I'm watching the science channel or the history channel, a beautiful and powerful notion strikes me... I'm watching stuff about Columbus, or Henry VIII, or Copernicus or, hell, Jesus even (the historical figure) and I think to myself - my ancestors were around then... during all...
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    Comment by 'everybody's lost' in 'i can sink much lower than usual...'

    too much information is my middle name :) thanks for the info - i looked into it and i'm intrigued... a lot of what they say applies. In the past, i've specifically googled 'racing heart after eating' since a bunch of times, my anxiety kicked up after a large-ish meal. I also have consulted dr...
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    Comment by 'everybody's lost' in 'i can sink much lower than usual...'

    thanks for the info... i'm going to look into it when i go for my checkup. I need to get that scheduled soon.... the withdrawal stuff is all very interesting to me - mr lost was on an antidepressant a few years back and he had some strange withdrawal symptoms that we looked up, and...
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    You've got your mother in a whirl....

    so i have a friend who's got 2 boys - about 7 and 4 or so-ish... I'm not good at ages. she asked me if I could watch them last saturday night and since I hadn't agreed to watch them in a while, I told her to bring them over... the 7 year old is very rambuctious... he's all about fighting and...
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    Comment by 'everybody's lost' in 'i can sink much lower than usual...'

    i may have to give in and get something (she says on bad days - on good days i think - I don't need no stinkin' pills!) I'm currently taking Valerian pretty much daily as well as passionflower drops during times when it's happening more often. I also have ashwagandha with me and these little...
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    i can sink much lower than usual...

    ugh - I didn't know how good I had it.... I used to get depressive moods, periods, whatever. And those weren't great, but they weren't debilitating. they weren't very scary.... they were just low moods, dark periods, that lingered for a while and then lifted. Anxiety on the other hand, really...
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    Comment by 'everybody's lost' in 'Yes, still here...monitoring from beyond...'

    This new journal is wierd and it doesn't help that I have a hard time finding it *every* time.... Is it just me? I've always thought that the end of relationships are all about timing as well, not just the beginnings... If it ends on a high note for *you* - that's very bad - because you tend...
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    Comment by 'everybody's lost' in 'its just not like the old days anymore....'

    I rarely visitied the forums before but i'm glad I registered my name when they first started up...
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    its just not like the old days anymore....

    (psssst - i miss my old journal :() but as with everything else in the world, time waits for no lost soul.... progress.... in that vein, my mom called me up a while ago, very ill with the flu.... I jumped in my car, armed with some left over tamiflu I had gotten filled last year, some...
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    Comment by 'everybody's lost' in 'It's Oscar Time Again!'

    Gosh these new journals are wierd :) There was one year that I went to the movies damn near every weekend - and that year, I had seen pretty much ALL of the movies nominated for oscars. It was a different oscar's experience, that's for sure. This year? I haven't seen any of the movies above...
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