Blog entries by everybody's lost

I got in my car one friday night - drove to my local record shop - and bought 2 real live cd's (arcade fire and beck). I was transported... I can't remember the last time i bought a cd... it took me back - sitting in the car, peeling off the plastic. popping the cd out of of it's case (ok...

I find myself in limbo... I've taken a leap from one lily pad and am soaring towards the next and i'm frozen mid leap. I got a new job, quit my old one, squeezed in a nice vacation, found out that my new job has delayed my start date for a week and here i am.... In between jobs.... Feeling...

so anytime I'm watching the science channel or the history channel, a beautiful and powerful notion strikes me... I'm watching stuff about Columbus, or Henry VIII, or Copernicus or, hell, Jesus even (the historical figure) and I think to myself - my ancestors were around then... during all...

so i have a friend who's got 2 boys - about 7 and 4 or so-ish... I'm not good at ages. she asked me if I could watch them last saturday night and since I hadn't agreed to watch them in a while, I told her to bring them over... the 7 year old is very rambuctious... he's all about fighting and...

ugh - I didn't know how good I had it.... I used to get depressive moods, periods, whatever. And those weren't great, but they weren't debilitating. they weren't very scary.... they were just low moods, dark periods, that lingered for a while and then lifted. Anxiety on the other hand, really...

(psssst - i miss my old journal :() but as with everything else in the world, time waits for no lost soul.... progress.... in that vein, my mom called me up a while ago, very ill with the flu.... I jumped in my car, armed with some left over tamiflu I had gotten filled last year, some...