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[Herpes Harmonica]

I just realised I went to Venice on a day trip from Rimini with my parents just around the time they filmed this:

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

There's a taboo with suicide talkings. People don't know what to say and how to react when someone talks about it because they are afraid of producing more damage. I don't know why you thought your life was worthless, but if you can help someone in any way, no matter who, when or where, your life must be preserved. Even if the only reason for doing that is not damaging others.

But you see I feel that people who never tried it have a lot of opinion on the subject. The taboo you talk about is something else. That is when someone close has tried to kill themself cause then everyone looks at the sky and pretends that it is raining.

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

Free kosher in NYC, not the place to kick off a Gumball tour.

Seen the surveillance camera video and no doubt it was a terrorist attack the way he made a dramatic turn and ploughed into the crowd making people fly up in the air left, right and centre.

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

You should write your perspective on it. People who never heard of her will be writing books acting like experts. Anyone can self-publish an e-book and you might make some real American dollars and even meet Oprah.

It would not be that interesting really. We met on a sex dating site but I and many others did not treat that place as such and instead searched for a more serious relationship and kept in touch with people that became online friends.

She called me a lot from that very summer cottage always being so very bored. She only went there to be near the water on warm and sunny days.

She told me she was some kind of pornstar abroad in some magazine but I realise now she told a lot of lies. During questioning before this case even started she tried to get an alibi by claiming she sold sex at the time of when her boyfriend murdered her dad. She had to take that back on the first day of the trial admitting she never worked as an escort.

It was obvious she was open for anything and everything and that sex played a huge part in her life. I talked to so many women with tragic backgrounds there and on the phone and learned a lot from it and it made me very sad.

 

[countthree]

Here comes the rain again in the swamp.

 

[Quando quando quando]

But you see I feel that people who never tried it have a lot of opinion on the subject. The taboo you talk about is something else. That is when someone close has tried to kill themself cause then everyone looks at the sky and pretends that it is raining.

But you can have an opinion even if you're not an expert. Maybe not that insightful or empathic.
I never considered suicide or made an attempt but suffered from serious depression, or should I say I got into that state more or less unaware why it happened.

I decided to keep holding on to avoid causing so much sorrow and grief to the people I love and that love me.
I know it would have an immense effect on them.
You could say in essence that that is no good cause I should be free to do with my life what I wanted and not having to feel responsible for other people's lives.

But I made a decision and started to focus and concentrate on the things that are pleassing me.
I realized there are, if I would search for them.
It is a hit and miss, a trial and error, plundering expedition and the feelings of disillusionment when it failed were part of it.
But the other option doesn't appeal to me, although I can understand why Moz said he had a certain admiration for people commitiing suicide as it was their ultimate and last try to have control over their own life by taking it.

I still have moodswings and I am not that stable, emotionally, but I am getting used to it, more or less, by realizing it will pass. There will be an uplifting period and I don't want to miss it.

In another thread you mentioned the issue of getting older and feelings everything in today's western society is based on focusing on youth, glorifying it and people not yet 40, already starting to feeling old and not able to compete in the ratrace.

Maybe it has to do with the demographic facts, statistic wise, there are being so many more elderly people and youth distinguishes itself from them, not willingly but because hey, that is what youthful people strive for.
A sense of being distinctive.

The idea generations should be in contact, communicating with eachother, influencing eachother and try make the best of it, still appeals to me more then dividing them and setting them up against eachother.
There will always be conflicts, of course.

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

But you can have an opinion even if you're not an expert. Maybe not that insightful or empathic.
I never considered suicide or made an attempt but suffered from serious depression, or should I say I got into that state more or less unaware why it happened.

I decided to keep holding on to avoid causing so much sorrow and grief to the people I love and that love me.
I know it would have an immense effect on them.
You could say in essence that that is no good cause I should be free to do with my life what I wanted and not having to feel responsible for other people's lives.

But I made a decision and started to focus and concentrate on the things that are pleassing me.
I realized there are, if I would search for them.
It is a hit and miss, a trial and error, plundering expedition and the feelings of disillusionment when it failed were part of it.
But the other option doesn't appeal to me, although I can understand why Moz said he had a certain admiration for people commitiing suicide as it was their ultimate and last try to have control over their own life by taking it.

I still have moodswings and I am not that stable, emotionally, but I am getting used to it, more or less, by realizing it will pass. There will be an uplifting period and I don't want to miss it.

In another thread you mentioned the issue of getting older and feelings everything in today's western society is based on focusing on youth, glorifying it and people not yet 40, already starting to feeling old and not able to compete in the ratrace.

Maybe it has to do with the demographic facts, statistic wise, there are being so many more elderly people and youth distinguishes itself from them, not willingly but because hey, that is what youthful people strive for.
A sense of being distinctive.

The idea generations should be in contact, communicating with eachother, influencing eachother and try make the best of it, still appeals to me more then dividing them and setting them up against eachother.
There will always be conflicts, of course.

But then I consider you being one that acutally knows cause you apparently toyed with the idea to do it but came to the conclusion you did not want to cause grief for others around you.

You are right in your end point and it seems the longer mankind goes on the more exclusive youth must be in order to uphold some standards that sadly are all created by fashion and media. The daftest thing I know is people who ridicule or point out that someone else is old cause everyone will be one day unless you die young. I always related more with older people than people my own age which is probably why I at the age of 24 got rid of all my friends that were my age.

Youth is a passing dilemma, life is a constant struggle.

 

[Anonymous]

But then I consider you being one that acutally knows cause you apparently toyed with the idea to do it but came to the conclusion you did not want to cause grief for others around you.

You are right in your end point and it seems the longer mankind goes on the more exclusive youth must be in order to uphold some standards that sadly are all created by fashion and media. The daftest thing I know is people who ridicule or point out that someone else is old cause everyone will be one day unless you die young. I always related more with older people than people my own age which is probably why I at the age of 24 got rid of all my friends that were my age.

Youth is a passing dilemma, life is a constant struggle.

which is probably why I at the age of 24 got rid of all my friends that were my age.

Don't flatter yourself, they got rid of you.

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

which is probably why I at the age of 24 got rid of all my friends that were my age.

Don't flatter yourself, they got rid of you.

Haha, trust me that would have been much easier.

No, I just stopped opening the door and answering the phone and instead started to travel over to England on a more regular basis.

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

2 1/2 hours until Sweden play Canada in the ice hockey world cup final. If Sweden win nurses will be bathing naked in fountains. The only drawback of a swedish success in sports is that silly nurses who know nothing about the game suddenly feel a need to do that.

Come on Canada!

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

which is probably why I at the age of 24 got rid of all my friends that were my age.

Don't flatter yourself, they got rid of you.

It was not like they missed me or felt I was important if you for some reason would think that was the case. It was the best for all involved.

Win-win situation.

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

Watching the build up to the final games of the season for Real Madrid and Barcelona on some spanish channel and I have to duck in the sofa cause they speak so fast I confuse it with a kalashnikov.

Easily the most silly language out there by far. Rolling the tongue like that would be of use for an actor so the spanisg actors never have to do that before the perform.

 

[Seriously Though]

I feel like Poppy, kids and property ladder and all those adult life bonus points could not interest me any less.

I agree. My retirement plan is World War III.

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

Henrik Lundqvist is a golden GOD, Sweden are the world champions in ice hockey and I jinxed Canada earlier with my comment. We had to beat them now. No one sleeps or goes to work tomorrow.

 

[Anonymous]

Latinos are crazy

Watching the build up to the final games of the season for Real Madrid and Barcelona on some spanish channel and I have to duck in the sofa cause they speak so fast I confuse it with a kalashnikov.

Easily the most silly language out there by far. Rolling the tongue like that would be of use for an actor so the spanisg actors never have to do that before the perform.

 

[countthree]

Perhaps they could host some homeless and refugees in that costly glass markee, and thus they could produce a proof they actually are the noble persons they want to make others to believe they are. Aren't they?

http://www.mirror.co.uk/3am/celebrity-news/pippa-middletons-wedding-over-100k-10467207

 

[Anonymous]

there is thick carpet of pollen clinging on the outside window pane. even with the windows closed they find their way inside. the cats leave pawprints on the window sill. the light falling in has a yellowish or even greenish aspect. i can hear the muffled sound of birds and cars, an accordeon playing a fancy tune, people laughing and probably eating ice cream. i eat tomato soup with expired croutons drowned in it, slowly and irretrievably turning clabbery on the spoon, just like a brain in its cranium

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

Why is cruelty so funny?

Moz was wrong in that video, cruelty is not without beauty after all.

 

[Quando quando quando]

Why is cruelty so funny?

Moz was wrong in that video, cruelty is not without beauty after all.

Beauty, only in the eye of the cruel beholder?
I like her posts.
These gifs can be funny but if you are gonna argument with her you better be prepared cause as you said in another thread, she is a tough cookie!
I like that.

 

[Herpes Harmonica]

Do you people abroad have a day off work this coming Thursday like we do in Sweden?

A red day all because we celebrate christ going to heaven so common swedes like myself call it "christ the flyer day".

Useless thing to have a day off on a Thursday and then go back to work on Friday again. I did that one year back when I worked and it was awful. I guess loads of people take a day off on the Friday but the whole thing makes no sense.

A bit like Easter being moved back and forth like some piece of luggage being in the way.