the family member of the victim was a dude. he called himself guido sarducci online, after the saturday night live character. i used to always taunt him by asking him what kind of writing paper i should use to write to richard: "the creamy french stuff with the scalloped edges or the thick liberty print stuff....?" i was just awful
ive been very sad the last few days because i feel like i didnt mourn richard properly at the time. i dont know how i couldve just not cared. i was crying at work today because of it. if anyone asks why im sad ive resolved to just tell them the truth, because ive decided that 2021 is going to be the year i let my freak flag fly. and why not?!?! i dont owe NOTHING to NOBODY.