I’m more glad to be alive than ever, despite all that’s gone wrong. Right now I’m enjoying another reprieve from the lung discomfort, which makes it easier. I’ve never been so thoroughly in love, except on the dance floor. No, I’m more in love now than I was, even then. Now I’ve seen your eyes. On the dance floor it was so dark that I only saw your silhouette. You didn’t throw me away like trash, like society told you to. I’ve never felt so valued and esteemed, from my heart, right down to my fingertips. I feel brand new, though I know that the pain will resume before very long. I’ve never felt more youthful and alive. I anticipate your arms around me, your kiss on my forehead, my lips. I will be painting Morrissey In Scotland today, on a large canvas. I’m looking forward to doing it, even through lung discomfort if that’s what happens. This afternoon there will be a group walk of us mental cases and workers, and I was asked to bring my laptop to play a few of your songs, by a fellow nutcase, so I will be playing Saint In a Stained Glass Window, and How Soon Is Now, and people will probably talk all through the songs, but I’ll do my best to give them a chance to hear them. I hope to be with you soon. Today, tomorrow, a week from now, soon, before my lung gets much worse hopefully, but I’ll see you when I see you, if I see you. I have faith that you will come to me before too long. I feel that you will. I remember the enthusiasm I saw across the street the day before Valentine’s. I want to see more of it, and see it come to fruition and feel your touch expressing that fruition. We’ll be a couple of sixty something year old kids.